20 May 2011

Nature's Grace

One of my favorite things about gardening is the little surprises that Nature gives us. The end of the seasons so far have come way too quickly, and we never have time to finish any harvesting or preparing for winter or all the other things that need to get done. But things that so regretfully have to be cut at their losses at the end of one year, often turn around and become free bonuses in the next...


Last year the kale got overrun with pests, and I had to forsake it. The garlic for two years now was not planted or harvested at the right time, and so didn't grow right, or grew too much. We made a conscious decision not to grow vegetables this year. We wanted to, we always want to because how wonderful to have fresh, organic veggies, right in your own yard!! But in keeping with the simplification theme, we decided instead of setting ourselves up for failure yet again, we'll just get our veggies from another organic farmer who has more success with that end of things.


But Nature has a grace that provides for us. For me, Nature is God, and the old adage holds true, "do your best, and let God do the rest." So while putting compost around the dill and parsley, some old seeds took root, and we now have a bonus cucumber and tomato plant. Totally out of place, but so welcome just the same. And one of the old kale plants made it through the winter, and sprouted up. It's actually flowering now, which doesn't necessarily bode well for getting much kale, but it's a beautiful plant, and it might just reseed itself. The garlic we planted this year (way wrong time AGAIN) only yielded a few plants, and none of them are looking so hot. BUT, the garlic from previous years is looking pretty darn good, and we just might get garlic after all. And we have two random Maple trees just sprouting up growing along, and hopefully they'll become strong enough that we can transplant them later.


The more time I work at this farming stuff, the more I realize that you should only try to control so much. In truth, we never have any control at all, but we can manage the illusion long enough sometimes to find peace and happiness. It's a balance, however, and sometimes by just letting go, we allow Nature to take over and give us what we really need.

2011

This year on the farm we've decided to step back a bit. As is evident in the total lack of posts since last year, we've been a little overwhelmed thus far. Last season was a tough one, but at the end we made a decision to take a few steps back. We decided that for this year we would not go to the farmer's markets and festivals, and instead spend our precious time focusing on doing actual work here on the farm to get it looking more like it does in the dream.

Although we realize the potential harm to "the business" in completely vanishing from our small, but growing customer base at market, we've realized the only way we'll ever possibly get to a place where the farm sustains itself financially is by having it be a beautiful destination. Besides that, we had both degenerated into stressed out misery balls, always worried about market and making stuff to sell (which rarely did anyway!) etc., etc.

Alex has picked up a second job, so she rarely has time at the farm now anyway, while I have (SOOO thankfully) been able to manage Fri-Sat off and every other Sunday. So I have much more time than previously to get stuff done. I will post pics shortly. But that's where we stand. We're definitely making progress, and if nothing else we are both much happier and less stressed. There's still and unbelievably impossible amount of work to do, and no real way to keep the lawn mowed, and a million other little or not-so-little problems...but we have a few beauty spots cropping up, and some plans that excite rather than depress us, so things are looking up. Thank the Goddess. :)

Hopefully there will be more posts now too!